Thursday, November 20, 2008

Suck' ass Thursday


I hate it when Robbie goes out of town, and leaves me alone, and I sleep on the couch, because the damn bed is too big just for me...I woke up and my ears hurt from this stupid sinus infection. Yeah, this is a moaner blog today!!! I am going through f'ing menopause and my hormones are going f'ing crazy, I feel like crying right now, I am hot as hell, and my feet look like elephant feet. I really am not a depressed person, smiling and making jokes, just miss the old days when my two kids were running around the house, me the domestic goddess, running my two businesses, cooking for everyone, sex on the brain all the time ...the kids running around the house thing is what I really miss...if I could only get Robbie to give into my whims of having more kids, nah, I am a little sad, not crazy!

So maybe I will cook something, that will cheer me up!

PS- I have thought about what is would be like to have sex with another man, and had a darn good orgy dream last night. There is a guy who keeps hinting, actually I still feel pretty hot, cause there is a younger and older guy who has told me they would do me!!! Robbie knows about the guys, I found being honest is just the best thing, since once a guy came after me and the girl he was dating was one of my good friends...that was some f'ed up shit, and I never want that to happen again. I am honest and up front with those kind of men and I do not flirt, I tell them straight up that I am in love like there is no tomorrow and the sex is damn good, so I do not need their mess. Just a little harmless fantasy! Robbie is going to get it good this weekend!!! Come home baby....(Hey, I just cheered myself right up...perky now)

Now that was TMI for sure!

1 comment:

Beth said...

Perky huh?.. ;)

hey, whatever works, is my motto. and I wish I could get me some this weekend....maybe I'll get lucky. I just don't get it...me and my husband BOTH say we want more sex, but for some reason....it just never happens. and I am far too young to be a dried up old woman!!!